Knjiga jednog zavisnika - A book of an (x)adicct

Ćao svima!

-                 Ponedeljak je, nova nedelja. Udahnite duboko, skuvajte umesto kafe neki čaj, i započnite dan. Primera radi, danas sam spavao do 5:00, iako sam popio malo to veče. Iskreno, razlog je to što preko 3 dana nemam terapiju, jer u poslednje vreme mi treba više metadona kako bih prevazišao dan.
Uskoro, ako Bog da još volje i snage da iznesem sve- necenzurisano- na papir, izlazi mi knjiga uskoro.
Kniga će se zvati: "Dobio si bitku, a da li i rat?" Uskoro, sažeto i veoma pitko štivo za čitanje u e-formi.

U svojoj, svojevrsnoj, autobiografiji, biće svega, u detalje. Od droge, seksa, preko porodičnih odnosa, svega...

-                  Znači u Americi već sa velikim neistrpljenjem čekaju knjigu nekoga ko je skoro 9 godina na metadonu, u svakodnevnoj bitci sa samim sobom. U Americi, u grupi zatvorenog tipa, na samu objavu knjige, veliki i pompezni pomalo komentari su iskakali jedan za drugim.

U trci sa Ministarstvom Pravde i Zdravlje...

Kako često nama neko drag ide u zatvor, normalno je da ćete uraditi sve u Vašoj moći da mu pomognete na najbolji način a to je da dobije svoje zagarantovano pravo, pravo na život i lečenje.

- Kontaktiranjem Ministarstva Pravde, više puta na jednostavno pitanje od javnog značaja: da li se u KP ustanovama, kao i kada i gde sve se izvršila inspekcija rada zatvorskih ambulanti sprovodi metadonski program i buprenorfinski program- do sada sam već 3 puta bio preusmeren na druge osobe za kontaktiranjem. Izgleda da je SUZA zagrizla negde gde ima više propusta.

Ali, sačekaćemo još. Nakon ovih vesti o radu U.G SUZA, odmah šaljem mejl na koji kao U.G imamo pravo - kao informacije od javnog značaja.

ENGLISH:
- It's Monday, a new week. Breathe in deeply, take some tea instead of coffee, and start the day. For example, today I slept till 5:00, even though I drank some that evening. Frankly, the reason is that for over 3 days I have no therapy, because in the last time I need more methadone to overcome the day.Soon, if God gives me more strength and strength to bring out all-pervading paper, the book will come out soon.The book will be called: "You got a battle, have you won the war?" I will finish book- soon, sumptuous and very drunken read-in e-form.In his own, autobiography, everything will be in detail. From drugs, sex, through family relationships, everything ...- So in America, already with great impatience, they are waiting for the book of someone who is almost methadone for nine years, in everyday battle with himself. In America, in a group of closed type, at the very publication of the book, the big and pompous little commentaries popped one after the other.

In a race with the Ministry of Justice and Health ...

How often someone is dragging us to prison, it's normal that you will do everything in your power to help him in the best way, and that is to get his guaranteed right, the right to life and treatment.- By contacting the Ministry of Justice, repeatedly to a simple question of public importance: whether in the KP institutions, as well as when and where all inspections of prison ambulance work have been carried out, a methadone program and a buprenorphine program have been implemented - I have already been redirected to others contact persons. It seems that SUZA bite somewhere where there are more flaws.But, we'll wait more. After these news about the work of U.G. SZA, I immediately send an e-mail to which U.G we have the right - as information of public importance.

Sum summarum

- Rečeno mi je da ćutm. Rekli su mi da je "ćutanje zlato"... Ali nisu rekli da je i "ćutanje znak odobravanja."
Kako bih mogao da se "operem" od ovakvih floskula, ja, kao izvršni predsednik: Boris M, moraću retko ali sada ubojito da popričam sam Vama o nekim temama koje se vešto,  i u nekoliko talasa preko naših NVO (nevladinim organizacijama).

"Soroš finansira narkomane...", "Soroš finansira narko-trafiking" pa onda sve to: "Soroševa grupa, u dosluhu sa Šarićem snabdevala i davala novac NVO u Srbiji- šta više dobijali pare za dobijanje pravljenje flajera kako pravilno injektovati drogu."

- Naravno da je sve ovo non-sense, jer ne bi i mi, kao udruženje građana koje funkciniše potpuno od Vaših donacija i od vaših pristupnica- koje mogu da Vam omoguće veoma lepa putovanja u Srbiji i Van nje.

U poslednje vreme, primetih to na Borisovom licu, da se razmišlja o nekoj ekskurziji tipa "dok ima sedišta", što bi značilo da bi se išlo autobusom, i svako kao punoletno lice odgovara za svoje postupke. U početku, išlo bi se na upuznjavanje AREAL društva u Sloveniji. Na datom linku,dati neki izveštaja o AREAL društvu, koje se od nedavno zove ArealTribe.

.- Naš Veliki prijatelj, Janko Belin, koga posle jednostavnog "Guglovanja" mozete videti sve o njemju. S' druge strane o našem lideru, takoreći, Boris-u Milanoviću, koji vodi sve ove naše priče i prikuplja podatke o tome kako i kome se obratiti u slučaju da je u problemu, i navesti ga na to da sam sebi pomogne.

ENGLISH VERSION

- I have been told to shut up. They've told me that being quite is golden. But also, I know that keeping quiet is a "sign of confession."
As I would like to "wash myself" from these floskules, non-senses, me, as a CEO of NGO SUZA- and our persons name that today we will start digging a bit of our first man: CEO- Boris Milanovic. I have a need to talk publicaly right now about all lies about our and similar NGO's as we have been called with crue names indeed...




"Mr. Soros, and his foundations are marked No. 1 at anti-government activities and some lies go so far that Mr. Soros himself is in some business with "narko-traffiking", using his foundations for printing flayers how safely to "cook" and inject themself properly, and all via foundations and NGO's like SUZA in Serbia, ArealTribe in Slovenia, and many similar print flyers where it would printed, detailed, how to "cook" and inject intravenously heroin. Of course, this is absolutely not true, Boris on head of SUZA and Janko on head of ArealTribe, have for aim increase of effect to ordinary addicts all over the Serbia or Slovenia and have as much as possible audience meet what's wrong and what they never should even try. As we in SUZA say: "NOT EVEN ONCE".
- Of course, result is that accusations on Mr. Soros is that all accusasions regarding Soros being on head of some organized "crime organization"- at least how Boris Milanovic and Janko Belin are gettinf money from Mr. Soros for spreading the word of how drugs "are okay".
 - Once again, THIS IS NOT SOMETHING EVEN CLOSE THAT SUZA; BORIS NOR ANY MEMBER OF SUZA( AND I BELIVE AREALTRIBE)... SUZA Civil Association, ArealTribe, ReGeneration, JAZAS, have a noble goal which is reducing health issues using drugs, as usage of drugs is a matter of someones decision(s) which can/ and is dangerous for human health. As contra-phrase is: harm-reduction, whereby our NGO's are organizations that are promoting HARM REDUCTION methods, and ORT (opiate replacement therapy) with methadone, levo-methadone, codein, HAT treatment and treatment with methadone+ hydromorphone and hydromorphone ampules themselfs. Some studies from New Zeland, and Australia as well as Belgium says that in 88% of patiens in survey said that they haven't experienced any difference.
(source:  https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2040191/
 https://drugs-forum.com/threads/hydromorphone-maintenance-treatment.58631/ )

- Latley, I've noticed on Boris's face that he is deeply minded in something. I've asked:" What is it? What are you thinking now?"  He answered: "Do you remeber when we were little and played scouts? Now I would like to organize trips to: Budapest, Zagreb ,Ljubljana, Prague, Minhen, Amsterdam, gather and share our experiences, and make results sheets and present them to our Eastern Govenments, and see if we can really and by what means Govenments should improve their influence and do something about true issues in native countries. For instance, one country, like Serbia, cannot afford to istself to have only two types of of maintenance systems. 

- In first actions, SUZA would do some activities with  AREALTrible in Slovenia. At given link, some reports about AREAL society, which recently done some changes on internal board as well as on name: "ArealTribe".
- Our biggest friend, Janko Belin, all you readers can read about him with a bit of  "Googling" can see everything about him. On the other hand, our leader Boris Milanovic, or called normally, Mr. Milanović , that leads conversations, stores reports and problems- which all together once again, in his incredible force- he belives that HE WILL MAKE A DIFFERENCE.